My identity

I´m angry, I have been for a long time, a want to hit something or someone, I want to scream, I want to die and I want to live.

I actually I don´t know what I´m feeling and that, just that I think is okay, because that´s a part of me, that´s a part of my identity. That´s me. I don´t have control, I don´t know what I´m doing with my life. That scares me but it also gives me a good feeling, a feeling I have never ever felt before. The thing about having control, showing control, keeping you emotions quiet is acutely one of the worst thing in the whole universe a person can do. That´s because the minute you lose control is the minute one of your walls fall apart, it is therefore the minute you are both between exploding and being free. That is what I think life is about, exploding, being angry, being happy and being free at the same time.

3 kommentarer

Mister Nobody

15.12.2016 kl.00:14

live totally...

if you are angry, be totally angry...if sad, be totally sad...

if happy, be totally happy...

live totally...

no mind...

just breath...feel....

jegerleiavsammfunnet

15.12.2016 kl.15:46

Thank you. Really thank. If I might ask can we be friends?

Mister Nobody

15.12.2016 kl.19:35

Gå på meldinger, trykk ny melding og velg meg som mottager, så kan vi prate mer.

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jegerleiavsammfunnet

jegerleiavsammfunnet

17, Ørsta

Jeg er en person som har nå lyst å bli åpne om mine meninger, mine følelser og tanker. Jeg er lei av hvordan noen mener man skal være for å få en god utvikling, for å få et godt liv. Jeg vil finne mitt eget svar og min egen beskrivelse. Dette mener jeg at du også burde lære deg, kansje du finner det i denne bloggen, kansje ikke, Min beskrivelse av meg er at jeg er meg til jeg har funnet et annet svar.

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